Survival

Okay - So I survived. It was exhausting, seriously. I'm not sure what went on while I was gone, but it's going to take me a few weeks to get the kids where I want them to be (behavior wise). Any of you teachers out there know - I never got a minute to even think about missing my boys. And my 40 minute lunch break? The one time of day I could have possibly thought about it - was filled with pumping, washing pumping parts, eating, and catching up with the social worker on one of my kids. I didn't start to tear up until I was actually home again - and nursing Liam, just because he wanted to.
My mom, aka The Babysitter, said they both did fine. Liam barely cried for his naps, took the bottle fine, and ate okay. Though it looks like he went through a lot more bottles than I thought. And he never slept for more than an hour. The big test will be how he sleeps tonight - so we'll see.
I'm exhausted. Good Night.