Catching Up

I've been reading some old posts from Dooce. And this one almost, almost, had me in tears - only because I'm almost positive that Liam will be my last Baby. And I think it helps explain a little as to why I won't just stop breastfeeding, regardless of the Diet. I keep talking to Mike as though we're going to have another - even though we decided on Two awhile ago, and of course, I swore in the hospital - never again and I kept swearing Never Again for about the first 3 months of Liam's life. But, for some reason, I already have the urge to have another Baby. Not right away, I'm not crazy, but, it shouldn't be that bad once Liam is four or so, right? Anyhow, Mike said tonight, "If you keep talking like that I'll just go and have That operation that will prevent that from happening." And so maybe, I'll just keep talking like that - because, hey, if he's willing to do that for prevention - why not let him???